So my life is up and down like a yo-yo. It definitely goes with my changing back and forth between presenting as a boy during the work week and a girl on weekends but it's more than that. There are times when my wife seems to accept me and other times she pleads with me to be 'normal', meaning a boy full time. I tell her that it's no longer a choice and that I would die, at least emotionally, if I stopped my journey now. I wonder sometimes if the price is worth it....is it a choice? Maybe so, I could choose to die......i guess that's a choice. Something to consider anyway.
I am sincerely,
Laura Catherine
you better not die. not until i can say hello! i just made friend and not wanna lost her thank you very much.
ReplyDeletei think your wife needs therapy. she needs to find a way. emotional swings are a sign of deeper stress. i would not worry about yourself so much as i would worry about her. something is wrong honey, and its not with you. your personality is quite strong. you are holding her to you. she is caught. she has a life; hopefully with you in it. but maybe compassion will dictate otherwise. therapy of some sort please before bridges are burned.